its Valentine's day tomorrow

Valentine's day . What should i do. How about a song . How about a present. I don't know . It seem like a day that i am not really sure i want to celebrate. And here's why.

Firstly Chinese New year and most shops are still close and if they are open there is usually a premium. Valentine's day is still in the Chinese New Year month and that will make things even more expensive.  Baby you know i love you right but i don't want you to feel otherwise.  I know you told me that you don't really care about Valentine's Day and you never did but i am really confuse whether to believe that or not. Look's like a trick answer.

We have been together for about ten years now.  We don't celebrate Valentine because of our religion but at the end of the day it is just a day to celebrate being a couple .  And we are like the greatest couple on earth.  For real.

Last few days has been a blast. We encountered a lot of ups and down. I know that you are going into depression because you quit smoking and as much s you won't admit you are quitting because of me i know you do. I know that you do love me even though we fight every morning . we fight every night and everyday.

I am sorry if this blog is still a secret to you but maybe one day you will understand how special you are and this blog is our legacy of love.  I just need to find more time to blog . So Honey i just want to say that i love and will always love you till the day i die.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY IN ADVANCE BECAUSE I AM ALWAYS BAD AT TIMING BUT I REALLY LOVE YOU>

We Survived

The last few days we had to go through hardship about family , friends and money. Its February now and you have quit smoking . I am so happy i cannot explain. Payday and Bonus came. We ate alot since we are not smoking anymore and i mean we.

Never expected that you can actually do it.  I was feeling kind of lonely when you were still smoking because all this time we have always gone through and done things together.

Baby i am so proud of you more than you can ever imagine. So today we bought running shoes.  Hopefully we can start a new and healthy lifestyle without cigarettes. First thing on the list is we are going to the Gym together.

I really love the shoe we bought. Mine is a NIKE supergreen insole and yours Super pink Adidas Falcon 2 . Hopefully with you tagging along i will train harder and longer and stronger.  Hopefully i can lost some belly fat and find my Six pack abs. Maybe i have 8 pack abs who knows.

I strive to do pull ups like those in  Barstarz .  Hopefully one day i may.

God don't ever let her heart stop loving me for i do not think that i can stop loving her. Baby Good night sleep tight and love you always.