We Survived

The last few days we had to go through hardship about family , friends and money. Its February now and you have quit smoking . I am so happy i cannot explain. Payday and Bonus came. We ate alot since we are not smoking anymore and i mean we.

Never expected that you can actually do it.  I was feeling kind of lonely when you were still smoking because all this time we have always gone through and done things together.

Baby i am so proud of you more than you can ever imagine. So today we bought running shoes.  Hopefully we can start a new and healthy lifestyle without cigarettes. First thing on the list is we are going to the Gym together.

I really love the shoe we bought. Mine is a NIKE supergreen insole and yours Super pink Adidas Falcon 2 . Hopefully with you tagging along i will train harder and longer and stronger.  Hopefully i can lost some belly fat and find my Six pack abs. Maybe i have 8 pack abs who knows.

I strive to do pull ups like those in  Barstarz .  Hopefully one day i may.

God don't ever let her heart stop loving me for i do not think that i can stop loving her. Baby Good night sleep tight and love you always. 

You told me not to stop loving you

Its sometime hard to say goodbye when i send you off to work,  I just can't wait to be right by your side.  Why ?? I do not know.  and when i am alone at home i just feel so bored and lonely.

This few days i keep on thinking what i should do for our anniversary.  I may not be a romantic guy but i want you to know that i really really love you. 

So lets do a quick recap..... what you wanted today.   Of all the things you could eat you wanted Seafood fried rice at Cuppage .  SO i bought you the medium size order that cost 6 dollars.  The dilemma came when i did not know what to eat so i ordered fried beef kuay teow .  I expected it to be the dry ones but wait a minute, there is a choice on the menu itself.  With gravy and without gravy.  Naturally i wanted the one without gravy but here is the tickle,  the FBKT without gravy cost fifty cents more.  Yeah i know that is not alot of money but being the thrifty person that i am i decided to buy the cheaper one ( with the gravy ) .  I guess it would be nice if i had eaten it there but i wanted it as take away and that was a big mistake. when i reach home it was all soggy and the kuay teow was like mashed up.

I did not believe that i paid 5 dollars for it .   well  I got mad and you thought i was angry with you. I so sorry baby.

I am happy cause you finish your food and then we lied down on the bed for awhile facing each other and i always with my boring speeches about how to quit smoking when you hugged me and asked me if i will ever stop loving you.  I kissed you on your forehead and said i never will stop loving you.

Deep inside of me i think that is one of the truest feeling and thought i would ever had.  hopefully one day when you read this blog you would know ......

trust me baby

i will love you forever.